Get back on the writing. That's what I need to do. Some call it 'being emo' but I call it being able to express yourself and say what others do not have the balls to discuss.Why are people so afraid to talk about what really matters in their lives?
So I'm a little bit more 'in tune' if you will, with my emotions. So what? At least you can understand me and know what place in which you stand by me. That's more than I can say for some. Fuck all these mind games that mess people up; you gotta say it how it is.
Lack of communication can destroy the world. Look at the incident at Pearl Harbour or the September 11th disaster. OK... so America is not the world, but you know what I'm getting at; because people didn't listen to each other it forced radical actions to get attention. Actions that took the lives of innocent people who had nothing to do with the original stem of conflict which perhaps started between two individuals.And what were they trying to say? What are we all trying to say?
Here's what I'm saying: racism, cliques, taboos, stigmas, religion, etc etc. They are all a result of miscommunication. A misunderstanding of what we are about. First impressions for example are a big mistake. How on earth can you make a decision on whether or not you like a person from setting eyes on them for the first time? Putting on fronts, creating a reputation (for yourself or another), dressing a certain way, acting a certain way... they are all a recipe of deception. We need to be able to talk to one and other and express who we really are, how we really feel in order to truly be ourselves. If there is no doubt about what our positions are within the vicinity of others then there is a better chance that we all may have a slightly more peaceful existance.
I write this because I know myself that I make a judgement of someone or something before actually getting to know them or try it out. And I think about the people who chose not to like me because of who my friends are, or because of what they have heard, true or false. Of all the times I've hurt people or been hurt because things were not told straight from the start.
We all do it. And all I'm saying is why so scared/proud/embarassed? I've always said you cannot truly know a person for who they really are unless you can read minds. So let's try talking them for once.
Now that's a bit of emo cheese right there! Embarassed am I not.